Thursday, March 31, 2011

Reading Movies

This is in response to one of my friends who doesn’t watch many movies.  I was in a similar boat until college and I’m pretty sure I still pale in comparison to other film studies majors.  Honestly, half the films I’ve watched are because I had to for class.

However, in my screenwriting course this semester we were told to pick our top 10 movies and write about a common line between them.  This list is posted below:
  1.  V for Vendetta
  2. Mulan
  3. Fucking Åmål (Show Me Love)
  4. Grave of the Fireflies
  5. A Beautiful Mind
  6. Departures
  7. Ghost in the Shell
  8. The Virgin Suicides
  9. August Rush
  10. El Orfanato (The Orphanage)
If I was to pick one similar theme throughout all of these movies, it is perhaps the symbolism of the mask. Whether they physically or emotionally wear a mask, the protagonists of these films create an alter ego of themselves. However, it is through this altered persona that the protagonist is able to discover something true about their character. Often these characters are forced to wear their masks and are not in full control of their lives until the mask is cast away (figuratively or physically). Perhaps one of the reasons I identify with this theme so strongly is the fact that I, too, had to hide a secret for a long time. This might also explain why I don’t like to name my main characters and almost always like to hide their true identity from the audience.

I hate watching movies by myself and love to talk during them.  I feel like commentary is one of the best ways to interact during movies. If I can’t talk about a movie then I don’t see the point in watching it.  That’s why movies like Inception are so popular because they produce discussion and make you ask questions.  I love ambiguity and open endings, where a film asks the audience to participate.  Films have the ability to be a powerful visual-audio text if we get over this idea that they are “less than books.”  They’re a completely different medium and not fair to compare.  They can be intellectually stimulating, enlightening and heaven forbid even entertaining, just like a really good book. 
 
So my answer to you friend is this.  If you find watching a movie boring, then watch one with a friend and talk about it while it’s going on.  Films are designed to wash over you, the same way having a bed time story washes over you when you had it read to you as a child.  But when you take an active role and “read” the movie, then it becomes very similar to the stimulation you have when you read a book. 

Monday, March 14, 2011

A Message from the Past to the Future

Alright, so I have finally heard from all my friends in Japan, and can now rest my mind a little bit.  My heart is still breaking for their country, and my prayers are going out to them constantly.

Now, over the past two years I have really fallen in love with the language and culture and people of this amazing and beautiful country.  Therefore, it sickens me to think that there are people from my home country who honestly believe the "Japanese" had it coming due to the Pearl Harbor raid during World War II.

At first I didn't even know how to channel this.  I was so disgusted and so angry that I honestly think I could have happily punched whoever started this ill-conceived, uninformed and heinous "thought" (if you can even call it that). However, I decided that I will be a more mature person about this and simply let history speak for itself.

After the Pearl Harbor Attacks, on February 19, 1942, in Executive Order 9066, President Roosevelt required all Japanese-Americans to be placed in interment camps (in Nazi Germany these were called "concentration camps".) The official reason given for this action was for "national security-to counteract the threat of spying." However, later historical analysis would show that underlying reasons included war hysteria and revenge on the Japanese people for bombing American territory (not "state," Hawaii didn't become a state until 1959), as well as racist feelings against the Japanese that had existed for many years. Over 110,000 Japanese-Americans were uprooted from their homes and moved to temporary camps inland, where they were forced to remain.

Peal Harbor took place as all of you know in Hawaii, where 32% of the population at the time was in fact Japanese.  And very American patriotic Japanese-Americans as well.  In fact, in 1943 some of the prisoners were released to serve voluntarily in the armed services. Over 17,000 Japanese who were able to prove their loyalty to the United States were placed in segregated units that earned great respect and distinguished combat records. One regiment, popularly known as “Go for Broke” or the 442nd Regimental Combat Team became the most decorated combat unit of the war while serving in the European theater.

However, despite the amazing acts of heroism by the Japanese-Americans, racism still ran very strongly throughout America.  So much so that when an agreement could not be made between the US and the Republic of China with Japan to surrender, the US bombed not one but two cities in Japan with atomic weapons.

Within the first two to four months of the bombings, the acute effects killed 90,000–166,000 people in Hiroshima and 60,000–80,000 in Nagasaki, with roughly half of the deaths in each city occurring on the first day. The Hiroshima prefectural health department estimates that, of the people who died on the day of the explosion, 60% died from flash or flame burns, 30% from falling debris and 10% from other causes.

During the following months, large numbers died from the effect of burns, radiation sickness, and other injuries, compounded by illness. In a US estimate of the total immediate and short term cause of death, 15–20% died from radiation sickness, 20–30% from flash burns, and 50–60% from other injuries, compounded by illness.  In both cities, most of the dead were civilians.

Okay, now that I've given you all the numbers available on what we, the United States, did to Japan.  How about I tell you what Japan did to US?

First off it was an attack on military personnel (i.e. not civilians) and second off there is still a serious debate over whether there was warning given a head of time or not.  And even if there wasn't a warning given by Japan to America, the never-before-seen destruction caused by atomic bombs is hardly likened to Pearl Harbor attack, which consisted of 353 Japanese fighters, bombers and torpedo planes in two waves, launched from six aircraft carriers.  

Four U.S. Navy battleships were sunk (two of which were raised and returned to service later in the war) and the four others present were damaged. The Japanese also sank or damaged three cruisers, three destroyers, an anti-aircraft training ship, and one minelayer. 188 U.S. aircraft were destroyed; 2,402 men were killed and 1,282 wounded. The power station, shipyard, maintenance, and fuel and torpedo storage facilities, as well as the submarine piers and headquarters building (also home of the intelligence section) were not attacked.

See that's the thing about atomic bombs, you can't just "pick a target," you pick an area, and everything in that space is going to get vaporized.  So as you can see, the Japanese obviously "had this tsunami coming" because they bombed us at Pearl Harbor.  Because natural disasters and acts of war 70 years ago are obviously comparable.

For my poorly informed Americans out there, I highly recommend "reading," it's this amazing concept that some of us started doing around the age of 3 or so.  It "informs" you and stuff.  It's kinda handy for making you not look like an arrogant idiot.

And to all my Japanese friends, I want you to know that you shouldn't listen to what any of those people say, they don't know what they're talking about.  This tsunami is a terrible tragedy and our prayers and hearts are with all of you.  God Bless Japan.  And God Shut-up America.


Sources:

Yes, I used Wikipedia, because every American who has the ability to use Twitter and make stupid comments has the ability to use the Wiki search bar.  I wanted to make it easy for you guys.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pearl_Harbor_advance-knowledge_debate
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attack_on_Pearl_Harbor
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Attack_on_Pearl_Harbor#cite_note-108
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/442nd_Infantry_Regiment_%28United_States%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Japanese_American_internment
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atomic_bombings_of_Hiroshima_and_Nagasaki


Saturday, March 12, 2011

20

So I turn twenty officially in six hours, but the Facebook landslide of birthday wishes has already begun, so I thought it best to go ahead and get the inevitable birthday post out of the way.

For the first time ever, I made myself a birthday present.  It's a personal website.  I'm going to be doing some experimental writing exercises and trying to get feedback on what concepts, topics, material, etc. people like to read about.  I'm also using it as a creative pool to get my ideas down and then be able to discuss them.  But we'll see how it goes.  I'm just determined to not let it turn into a LiveJournal or anything like that.

And as far as my actual birthday goes... I'm spending a vacation weekend with my family.  I don't know what the plan is for tomorrow, but I do believe my mum is planning some kind of super secret special dinner.  And for those of you who don't know, my mother is one of the most amazing cooks of all time.  She seriously missed her calling.

This has been my first vacation in four years, and it has been lovely.  Before Dad and the little sister (as well as the dog) came to join us, we had 24 hours just to ourselves for some mother-daughter bonding time.  We sat and enjoyed each others company.  We listened to classical music, drank tea, went for a walk at sunrise and napped.  I considered it a very productive, successful and relaxing 24 hours. 

But of course it wasn't stress free.  With all the destruction going on the other side of the world, I can't help but worry.  I'm still praying for all of my friends and their families and still waiting very anxiously for one of them to contact me.  But all I can do is pray for Japan, and hope that they can really come together as a country and maybe even the world come together to help everyone. 

It's a very humbling feeling to know that while I'm celebrating my 20th, there are people in Japan who might not get to..... And honestly, my biggest birthday present in the world right now would be if my friend Mari would message or email me back.  Her family is one of the most incredible ones I've ever lived with, and I am indebted to them so much.  So keep praying for Japan, and if you can send a few extra prayers to the Maeda family. 

Friday, March 11, 2011

地震 (Earthquake)

So last night I was on twitter when I noticed that #PrayForJapan started to trend.  Now as some of you may or may not be aware, I am in love with this country.  From its culture to its people I have not found anything I dislike about it except for perhaps sweet pink rice. 

So when I saw the news about a devastating earthquake I wasn't able to sleep a wink.  I have friends all over Japan and have actually been to Tokyo myself and will be going again this summer.  The destruction and devastation going on right breaks my heart.  I was messaging all my friends to see if they were alright.  Most of them seem to be, although I'm still waiting anxiously to hear from a few of them. 

The fact that Japan is asking for help is a huge deal.  They're a very self-reliant, self-sufficient country, so for them to be asking others for help means that they realize the magnitude of the situation.  However, I know that their leaders are some of the brightest minds in the world and that they do incredibly well under pressure.  I have faith that they will keep as many people safe as possible and try to keep this travesty from taking more lives than it already has.

Japan has an amazing ability to come together as a nation, and I know they will pull through this.  I feel helpless watching from the sidelines, but I'm sending my prayers out to them.  にっぽんがんばって!

So if you have a spare moment to read this, then please take a spare moment to think about Japan and pray, wish, whatever you do to send positive energy for them, please.

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Speak Up

There are these moments in life where you know you're about to do something important.  You can feel the anticipation building, the excitement mounting, and the anxiety settling.  There's this sense that something is going to be much more important than you ever realized.  

I'm storyboarding tonight.  For the first time I am drawing out the scenes to my first script that I will be directing.  I can see every scene and hear every word.  And I'm starting to realize the expectations I'm going to have with this production.  

People are expecting it to be as good or better than "Nonfiction."  I know that.  But I don't think it'll even be fair to compare the two pieces.  They're different styles, different approaches, different messages. But at the same time, I know the expectations are there, and I definitely welcome them.

I am used to selling myself short so I can set myself up to exceed someone's lowered expectations.  I'm a hustler, just like my dad.   Only we don't do it for money, we do it to save face because we're terrified of disappointing people. 

But I can't follow in my dad's footprints forever and for once I'm not going to sell myself short.  I have an amazing cast, a solid script and the mentality that I can pull off this production.  This is going to be different than anything I've ever made before (film aside), because for once I have set expectations for myself. 

This story has come to mean so much more to me than just having been my first script or my first time seriously directing a film.  This story is about the power one voice can have to save a life.  It is about every child who's been bullied and every child who's seen it.  

This is everyone's story, whether you were the bully or the victim, the bystander or the superhero.  This is everyone's story and how there's hope for everyone if one person can learn the power of their voice.  

So I leave you with one of my favourite Bible verses tonight, because while some Christians may not see eye-to-eye with me, there's no denying we're both reading from the same book. 

Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves,
for the rights of all who are destitute. 
Speak up and judge fairly;
defend the rights of the poor and needy.
Proverbs 31: 8-9

I was needy in middle school and high school and even college.  I needed someone to stick up for me when it seemed like the entire world was against me.  And eventually I made some amazing friends who did.  So trust me, to everyone and anyone who will ever read this: it gets better.  You just gotta stick around long enough to see it.

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Jump Start

Alright, so I'm back!

After a month of running around like a chicken without a head, I have finally found the time to take a step back and see where I am (and more importantly where I'm going).

Okay, so for the short and sweet version of the past month of escapades I will provide the following outline :

  1. Switched Majors (ironically from physics to film).
  2. Entered a the CampusMovieFest 5-Minute Movie Film Festival (see my entry Nonfiction).
  3. Played catch up to make up all the work I missed in the 3 classes I added to my schedule.
  4. Wrote my first college narrative piece ever.
  5. Wrote for fun for the first time ever.
  6. Went to Waffle House for the first time ever. 
  7. Filmed my friend's America's Next Top Model Audition. 
  8. Went and hung out with the girlfriend for an amazing weekend.
  9. Wrote 60 pages of a my first full length feature script.
  10. Outlined 3 feature length film concepts, 2 TV show concepts and 2 short film pieces.
  11. Got asked to make my short film There is No Silence for USC's Tunnel of Awareness.
  12. Held first ever cast call.
  13. Cast four amazing people for the parts of Jock Boy, Quiet Girl, Mean Girl and Lesbian.
  14. Had sushi night with her favourite Japanese teacher ever and all of my amazing residents. 
  15. Made this fake trailer for a fake movie for my Japanese class.
  16. Took a deep breath and started Spring Break with an epic 15 hours of sleep.

So those are some of the highlights from the past month.  I've updated the blog to match the feel of my new website that I just launched. So you should go there and check out what I've got going on.

Okay, so that's about it for catching everyone up to speed.  I will be posting about my trip to the beach and trying to keep myself to 3 posts a week rule from now on out.  Now that I've finally got a chance to see everything, I feel more confident than ever that I will be able to get a handle on this whole social media networking thing.